quitting smoking. friday i felt numb. a numbness like the flu. saturday i had a fucking nest of hornets in my head and wanted to lash out at anything that moved or made any sound at all. sunday the hornets went down to my stomach and i still wanted to kill. then the hornets went away and the urge to kill turned to the urge to maim and the numbness set back in. monday my head felt like a bowling ball filled with helium. two (2) random blogs that entertained me in the last 10 minutes.